Sabtu, 31 Desember 2011
Mother's Prayer
Thank You Daddy :)
The Girl By Your Side
2PM - I Can't
Geudae saenggangman hamyeon
[Nichkhun] Galsurok gipeoman ga
I can't stop Thinking about your love
[Chansung]Ijeul su eobseul geot gata
Geudae modeun geot
[Nichkhun & Chansung]
Mideul su eopseul geot gata
Geudae doraondamyeon
Mideul su eobseul geot gata
Geudae doraondamyeon
[Junho] I can't forget your love
Eonjekkajirado, nan geudae olttaekkaji gidarilkke
[Junsu] I can't forget your love
Eonjekkajirado gidarilkke
Cuz I can't
I can't forget your love
[Nichkhun] geudae saenggage
Jam mot deuneun bameul jisaeuda
Heureulgeot gateun nunmureul chamji motae
Gakkeum honja I cried
I sesange geudae bakke eomneun nayeotgie
[Wooyoung] geudaereul irko naege nameun geoseun
Amugeotdo eobseosseo
So I can't forget your love
[Junho] I can't forget your love
Eonjekkajirado
Nan geudae olttaekkaji gidarilkke
I can't forget your love
Eonjekkajirado gidarilkke
[Junsu] I can't forget your love
Eonje kkajirado kidarilkke
Cuz I can't, I can't forget your love
[Taecyeon] Ijeuryeogo haebonjeokdo eopseo
Naegen gachi eopneun iriraseo, geudael tteoollineun iri
Maeil naegeneun
Sumswineun geotmankkeum sojonghae
I can't forget your love Uh
Girl you know that I need your love, I need your everything I need you back
Kidaril su isseo till you come back
Comeback to me
[Junho]
I can't forget your love (forget your love)
Eonjekkajirado nan
Geudae ol ttaekkaji kidarilkke (kidarilkke baby)
[Junsu]
I can't forget your love (forget your love)
Eonjekkajirado kidarilkke
Cuz I can't (I can't)
I can't forget your love
I can't forget your love
(I can't forget your love)
Eonjekkajirado nan (oh)
Geudae ol ttaekkaji kidarilkke (kidarilkke)
I can't forget your love (forget your love)
Eonjekkajirado kidarilkke
Cuz I can't (cuz I can't)
I can't forget your love~
I just wanna be with you
I just wanna be with you
You know my heart Baby
2PM - I Can't (english Translate)
I think the tears flow when thinking about you
Deepening toward the i can’t stop thinkin about your love
Can’t seem to forget everything you
Can’t seem to believe that if you come back
I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait until i’m forever
I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait forever
Cuz i can’t i can’t forget your love
I sleep on the nights you
Sometimes i can’t bear to tear herself as i cried
You are not only the world
The last thing you had nothing to lose
So i can’t forget your love
I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait until i’m forever
I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait forever
Cuz i can’t i can’t forget your love
Have you ever tried to forget those things because there’s value to me
Last time reminding each and every precious to me as my breathing
So i can’t forget your love do you know that i need your love
I need your everything i need you back
Can not wait till you come back
Come back to me
I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait until i’m forever
I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait forever
Cuz i can’t i can’t forget your love
I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait until i’m forever
I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait forever
Cuz i can’t i can’t forget your love
I just want a be with you
I just want a be with you
Sabtu, 17 Desember 2011
The Rotten Fruits
While eating at the cafe, a boy caught my attention. He looked familiar to me and I recognized him as the boy who was looking for something earlier. He was still looking for something. I also noticed that he was carrying a torn bag that was filled up. My curiosity got the better of me so I paid my bills and secretly followed the boy.
I followed him and noticed that he was picking up fruits that were nearly rotten that had fallen by the roadside. I thought that the bag might be filled with fruits like the one he picked up. Questions filled my mind. What will he do with the useless fruits which were rejected by others? Who will he give the fruits to? At that point of time, I decided that the kid is probably a poor beggar that eats rotten fruits.
I followed him until he stopped at the park. The boy slowly removed the fruits out of the bag and started eating them. I was disgusted by what the boy did so I went up to him and told him to stop. I told him that he might get ill by eating the rotten fruits. However, he wouldn't listen to me and continued eating. To my surprise, he invited me to sit beside him and have a little talk.
I sat beside him and he stopped eating. That made me felt slightly better. He started telling me his story. He was a child of a poor couple. They passed away when he was only five years old and he has been surviving on his own ever since. This moved me greatly but the rest of his story is even more amazing.
He told me that he will pick up every fruit he sees even though it's rotten.
When I asked him why, he answered, "I picked up these fruits which other people reject because they don't know the value of these fruits. The trees wait for months just to bear fruits but people reject it. I think this will make the trees sad so I value the fruits and eat them whole-heartedly. I don't know why people reject the love the trees bear for us."
This really touched me as I realized that this young child understands the true meaning of love. He is a boy who is able to see true beauty despite the appearance.
The child taught me a lesson and I hope that all of you would try to change for the better too. If a child's eyes can see inner beauty then surely we as grown-ups can do so too.
The Lesson Of Potatoes
A kindergarten teacher decided to let her class play a game. The teacher told each child in the class to bring along a plastic bag containing a few potatoes. Each potato will be given a name of a person that the child hates, so the number of potatoes that a child will put in his/her plastic bag will depend on the number of people he/she hates.
When the day came, every child brought some potatoes with the names of the people he/she hated. Some had two potatoes, some had three potatoes while there were a few with up to five potatoes. The teacher told the children to carry the potatoes in the plastic bag with them wherever they go (even to the toilet) for one week.
Days passed by and the children started to complain about the unpleasant smell let out by the rotten potatoes. Children with five potatoes complained the most as they had to carry heavier bags. After a week, the children were relieved because the game had finally ended.
The teacher asked, "How did you feel while carrying the potatoes with you for one week?"
The children let out their frustrations and complained about the trouble they had to go through to carry the heavy and smelly potatoes wherever they go.
The teacher finally told them about the hidden meaning behind the game.
The teacher said, "This is the exact situation to what happens when you carry hatred for someone inside your heart. The stench of hatred will contaminate your heart and you will carry it with you wherever you go. If you cannot tolerate the smell of rotten potatoes for just one week, can you imagine what it is like to have the stench of hatred in your heart for your lifetime?"
Moral of the story
Throw away any hatred for anyone from your heart so that you will not carry a burden for a lifetime. The best attitude to take is to forgive others! Love others even if you don't like them.
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There are sadness in your eyes
Do you really want us to say goodbye
But i see tears running down
From your forlorn eyes
Is it a mirage that i can't believe
Can someone tell me
It is a ridiculous joke
But why the whole world cry
God is not good
As you take away the innocent
Words are cruel
As you mislead the pure
Do you have to go
You nod but don't say anything
Do you have to go
You smile but eyes turn red
So many why in my head
When i look at you again
So many snabs in heart
When i take a glance again
The words you said
I will die with no country
That really makes me cry
But you are beyond the country
That really makes you pride
What i want to ask is that
Do you have happiness
Because so many betrayed you
Do you have any joy
Because so many made fun of you
All these like a perfect end
As you are away from absurdity
All these like a flawless end
As you are away from ridiculousness
But to me
All these like a tragic end
I can't hear your voice more
I can't see your smile anymore
All i can touch is that
A shining coffin in the cold dirt
Poems
When would it go away?
This love that I have for you,
so strong and hefty than the igneous rock.
When would it wither?
This impression you casted on me.
Like a tattoo it hovers and it doesn't fade.
Each time I remember you,
there are a series of laments,
why did you have to go?
I loved you like the bee loves nectar a million times more.
More than a thousand Romeos would.
And still I do.
You used to be the first call I make,
and the last number I dial.
Today its like, it never happened.
I used to call you my Juliet,
and now its like history.
When would the pains disappear?
when would I remember you not?
Tree, Leaf And Wind Part III
Wind
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I like a girl called Leaf. I have to be a gust wind as she's too dependent on Tree. A Wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was one month after I transferred to the new school. I saw a petite person looking at my seniors and me playing soccer. She will always be sitting there during our soccer practise looking at him regardless if she’s alone or with friends. There's jealousy in her eyes when he talks with other girls. There's a smile in her eyes when he looks at her. It became my habit to look at her just like how she likes to look at him.
One day, she didn't appear. I felt something was amiss. I couldn't explain the feeling except that it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior wasn’t there as well. I hid outside their classroom and saw my senior scolding her. He left her with tears in her eyes. I saw her at her usual place looking at him the next day. I walked over and smiled at her. I took out a note and gave it to her. She was surprised. She smiled and looked at me before accepting the note.
She passed me another note and left the next day.
Wind couldn't blow her away because Leaf's heart is too heavy.
It's not that Leaf’s heart is too heavy. It is because Leaf never wanted to leave Tree
I replied her note with this statement and she started to accept me slowly.
She talked to me, accepted my presents and phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. However, I kept up my perseverance as I believe that one day I will make her like me. Within four months, I have declared my love for her no less than twenty times. Every time, she will divert the topic away. Nevertheless, I never give up. I decided that if I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I declared my love to her. Although I know she will try to divert the topic away, I still bear a small ray of hope every time as I hope that she will agree to be my girlfriend.
During my last declaration of love for her, I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked, "What are you doing? Why didn't you reply my proposal?"
She said, "I'm nodding my head."
"Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears.
"I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly.
I hung up the phone, dressed up quickly and rushed to her place in a taxi. I hugged her tightly the moment when she opened her door.
Leaf’s departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay.
Tree, Leaf And Wind Part II
Leaf
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During Pre-University days, I like to collect leaves. Why? Because I felt that it takes a lot of courage for a leaf to leave the tree she has been relying on for so long. During the three years of Pre-University, I was on very close terms with a guy. We were not in a relationship but were best buddies. However, when he had his first girlfriend, I learned to develop a new feeling I should never have learned - Jealousy. The sourness in the heart can't be described by using a lemon. It felt like a hundred rotten sour lemons. It was sourness at the extreme limit. They were only together for two months. When they broke up, I hid my strong sense of happiness. It was short lived as he got together with another girl within a month’s time.
I like him and I know he likes me. However, why won't he pursue me? Since he loves me, why didn't he make the first move? Whenever he has a new girlfriend, my heart will hurt. Time after time, my heart was hurt. I started to suspect that this is a one-sided love. If he doesn't like me, why does he treat me so well? He’s niceness is beyond what you will normally do for a friend. Liking a person is very heart wrenching. I know his likes and his habits but I can never figure out his feelings towards me. You can't expect me to confront him right?
Despite that, I still want to be by his side. I wanted to care for him, accompany him and love him. I hoped that one fine day, he will love me. It's like waiting for his phone call every night and waiting for him to sms me. I know that no matter how busy he is, he will make time for me. Hence, I waited for him. The three years were the hardest to go through and I really wanted to give up. Sometimes, I wonder if I should continue waiting. The pain, the hurt and dilemma accompanied me for three years.
At the end of my third year, a second year junior started to pursue after me. He pursues me relentlessly everyday. It came to a point where my feelings towards him changed from outright rejection to being willing to let him have a small footing in my heart. He's like a warm and gentle wind, trying to blow a Leaf away from the Tree. In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind only a small footing in my heart. I know this Wind will bring this badly battered Leaf far away to a better land. Finally, I left Tree but Tree only smiled and didn't ask me to stay.
Leaf’s departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay.
Tree, Leaf And Wind Part I
Tree
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The reason I'm called Tree is because I'm good at painting trees. Over time, I started to use a tree on the right hand corner as a trademark for all my watercolor paintings. I dated five girls when I was in Pre-University. There's one girl whom I really love a lot. However, I never dared to woo her. She doesn't have a pretty face, a good figure or outstanding charm. She is just a very ordinary girl.
I like her. I really like her. I like her innocence. I like her frankness. I like her cuteness. I like her intelligence and her fragility. The reason why I did not woo her is because I felt somebody so ordinary like her is not a good match for me. I'm afraid that all the good feelings I have for her will vanish after we get together. I'm also afraid that the gossips that follow after we get together will hurt her. I felt that if she's meant to be my girl, she will be mine ultimately and I don't have to give up everything just for her. The last reason made her accompany me for three years. She watched me go after different girls as I made her heart cry for three years.
She bumped into us when I was kissing my second girlfriend. She was embarrassed but managed to smile and urged us to continue before running off. Her eyes were swollen like walnuts the next day. I pretended not to know what caused her tears but laughed at her for her swollen eyes for the whole day. She cried alone in the classroom after everyone left for home. She didn't notice me returning from soccer training to get something from the classroom. I watched her cry for an hour or so.
My fourth girlfriend didn't like her. They once got into a quarrel. Based on her character, I know she's not the type that will start the quarrel. However, I still sided with my girlfriend. I shouted at her and her eyes were filled with shock. I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. In spite of the incident, she still continued laughing and joking with me like nothing has ever happened the next day. I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know that my heartache is as bad as hers.
I asked her out when I broke up with my fifth girlfriend. After going out for a day, I told her that I have something to tell her. Coincidentally, she told me that she has something to tell me too. I told her about my break up and she told me about her new boyfriend. I know her new boyfriend. He has been pursing her for a while. He is a very cute guy full of energy, lively and interesting. His pursuit has been the talk of the school.
I can't show her how much my heart aches but can only smile and congratulate her. When I reached home, the heartache was so strong that I couldn't tolerate it. It's like a heavy rock on my chest. I couldn't breathe. I wanted to shout but I couldn't. Tears rolled down my cheeks and I broke down and cried. At that point of time, I thought about the number of times I had seen her cry for the man that didn't acknowledge her presence.
During graduation, I read a sms in my hand phone. It was sent ten days ago when I broke down and cried. I haven't read it since then.
It says, "Leaf’s departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay."